Waiting

Because im trying to get knocked up i see signs that i am everywhere. I know its just because im looking but according to my count im one day late and my nipples are still tender and have been for over a week. I took my last test on Monday and it was negative.  Im debating whether to take another one today or wait a few more days as my calculations are based on an odd mid month period i had after going off the pill. 

I am also concious that I keep planning to do things next year but if i get preggers then those plans are going to have to change. Its like when you are in a relationship and aren’t sure whether or not to plan an overseas trip in 6 months. Will you still be together? But i guess im just going to have to plan and not commit too much money that i cant get back. 

BD also told me that he will be on the highway for three weeks over Christmas so i will have to amuse myself. My thought is cleaning out the spare rooms. ImageThe one im planning to use as a nursery (haven’t run this by him yet) is chocked with his boxes and a large double bed. My plan is to condense it into one or two boxes and move it into the other spare room which has my things in it. My idea for a nursery is a multi age room. No baby animals, no winni the pooh. I want it to be nice for me as well as baby/toddler/small child.  I defonatley will not have toys everywhere. Im one of these optimistic mothers who thinks i can live in a clean house 😛 Basically when ever i go to someone else’s house they can barely sit on the furniture or walk because of all the toys. They don’t need that many! My idea is to get a side unit with baskets in it. Once its full, that’s it!

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